Source : Respirare by Mélisande

°°°Soundtrack : Robert Charlebois - Je reviendrais à Montréal°°°

Laid on the unmade bed, I slowly, even remotly, watch myself sink back into deep-pression, that deep, dark, scary depression.

Back in France, I realize, sort of, that I left Canada behind, but not only. I left part of myself there. Here, I have nothing but my parents and close family. That is not enough, clearly.

I just feel like a stranger who doesn't have a clue of where to start. Here, I've never worked, never had a job, I forgot how is like to live here again, even more when you don't know the name or the rules of the game. I just forgot how everything work here.

Injured, both physically and emotionnally, I am stranded home.

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